As of Late

Its been ages since I've put a decent post up here, and I can pretty much guarantee that the trend of semi-interesting, often sparse posts will continue until school resumes in August. Also, I know this post is going to pretty much suck (as per usual) but I felt terrible about not updating at all in such a long time. As far as this post goes, its pretty much a list of thoughts going through my head right now, we'll see where it goes.

Now, before I start, I'm going to put a disclaimer up that I probably should have put up when I first started. I'm not planning on using now, but just in case, and for the future. This blog is a compilation of my thoughts and opinions on things that I notice in my life, or things I find interesting. If anything I say upsets anyone, at any given point, well they should get over it or stop reading my blog. As I said, I don't plan on needing this disclaimer in this particular post, but at some given point in the future it may or may not be necessary, and I just want to give you fair warning. Thanks for understanding. :)

Now, on to some other, random thoughts.

1.Today I completed my last Gaurdisil shot. Thank god. Those are the most painful shots; they sting when you first get them like the dickens- and then any lifting, pulling, gripping.. or well anything to do with moving your arms makes them hurt for quite a while afterwards. They are such intense shots that for at least five minutes after getting the shot you have to stay seated in the doctor's office to make sure you don't pass out. People have. Luckily I didn't. Pretty much all I had to say about that is thank goodness I'm done with those for good.

2. This week marks my first math exam of the summer, and I'm quite interested to see how its going to go. I don't think it will be too hard, but its covering material from eleven chapters- which is of course, quite a lot. This week is also the second week I skipped out on the group study sessions a few kids in my class and I had talked about putting together. Last week I was rather sick, and doing math was the last thing I was in the mood for. This week we had company, which I felt was just a damn good excuse not to go. I get the material for this exam, for the most part, and don't really need any help. I do feel kind of bad for not helping the other kids, but I offered to show up early to class to help them if they have and questions. That'll have to be good enough.

3. Censorship on my own blog. Its funny, no one is telling me what I can or cannot say. I have no black bar appear over possibly inappropriate words, or not beeping noise buzzes in your head every time you read over the word fuck (or what ever curse word I may use on here... I think I keep it pretty mild for the most part). But yet I still find myself censoring myself. I guess this kind of goes along with the disclaimer- even though I have it, doesn't mean I'll use it. I know (at least some of ) who read this blog, and try and not step on certain toes or give certain things away when I write. Its not necessary, but I do it. Maybe that says a lot about human nature? Or at least society. Is it a basic instinct or have we all been conditioned to say and do things that are more easily acceptable? I might have to explore this topic further another time.

4. All my good thoughts I was excited (okay, maybe excited is to strong a word, but whatever) to put up here vanished when the company came over. Hopefully I get them back. If so I'll update. If not- sorry.