Home is where...

The traditional saying is "Home is Where your Heart is", but I don't know exactly how I feel about that. I just left my home for the past year, and moved home for the summer, but if home is really where the heart is, then my heart is at home wherever Alan is. (I know I know. I've been incredibly sappy lately. Get over it. (haha or blame the hormones like I do, it accounts for the angry and the sappy)).

I currently am feeling an array of interesting things.

I will miss Lee Hall, rooms 153 and 719. They were where I called home for the past year; they were where I felt comfortable, safe... and as terrible as it is to use the word in a definition at home. But I will frequent Lee again for sure. Even more than missing Lee, I miss campus. There is something about Tech that just feels right. It fits. However, I'm sure in three months I won't be as eager to go back and get back in the swing of classes as I am now... well... maybe I will be. Haha.

Currently I'm back at home. Where I went to school, where my family lives, etc etc. And although it's nice to be back for a while and see them all, my house is damn crazy. No thats a lie (well, no, my house is damn crazy, but) what I most disdain about coming back to Northern Virginia is the return to some of my old habits. I like who I am at school much more than I like who I am at home. At home I return to some old habits that I've kicked at school. At home I procrastinate, I'm incredibly lazy, and I am the biggest bitch to my family for no reason (they'll agree). Yet at school I get things done ahead of time, walk ever (and am thus less lazy), and a much much nicer. I'm not exactly sure why, but they symptoms of being home have all returned- I'm home.

But, since I realize this I am trying to amend my ways somewhat. Yes, I did sit on the couch and work on writing this blog while my mom moved my stuff up to my/ Logan's room. And, I do feel badly about that. However, tomorrow will not be the usual sit on my ass like a lump first few days back like all the other breaks. Tomorrow I a meeting with the employer for the first month (and a half-ish) of break... or at least one employer. Babysitting is a good job. Even though I wont be earning the most money, I will be helping someone out, and that makes me happy too. I probably will get a job at the vet clinic during the same time and work out the schedule between the two for a while. Some where in there I need to figure out what is going on with summer classes as well. It's all sounding fun.

...and I have to appologize now for the lack there of, of a finishing thought to that paragraph, or even this whole blog. My head is still a bit fried from exams...and from Logan checking me on the head earlier today with my lacrosse stick.